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Saturday, May 28, 2005
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-[But you really need to listen to me Because I'm telling you the truth I mean this, I'm not okay! (Trust me.)]- i hate it wen u look down on the one person whom i realli care about.the one person i look up to.the one person that i confide my problems with.no its not her i am talking about it's somebody else.so what if he does not please u,does that give u the right to criticise him,does that give him the right to judge him.to say things.i think not.wenever u say things about him it disturbs me because i just hate it.i hate it that u look only at the surface of people .don't u ever bother to look beyong that.it pisses me off really so much and it has been many times that i wanted to just shout at u"WOULD U PLEASE JUST THE HELL OUT".maybe if u would to just keep a few comments to ya bloody self.it really is damn pissing.and yes i don't gt u sometimes.one time ya praising me for the world and before i know it ya scolding me for the minor things that i do.i know that i owe u alot for the things that have/are going to happen but excuse me if i walk out on you.don't blame anyone but yourself . call me selfish,call me cold but i don't care.i really don't. *You say you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed* yeah sometimes wen i come to think of it right i don't noe what i really want from you.sometimes i wish i never met u,selfish yeah but i can't stand myself for always thinking about u.wondering if u're ok .aiya y do i feel as if i am wasting my time on you. *Forget about the dirty looks* i cut my hair yst at the 10 dollars for 10 bucks.ah i think it's pretty ok la.yst wen to act3 wif tasha and the i met up wif jasveer,sinyee and en en.jas n i played bowling and later we all played pool.ya it was ok.i wanna go bradel.i like bradel maybe because it's just peaceful.in bradel everything seems right.today there's formula one.yeah.it's gg to be good.i'm rooting for kimi rikkoen(nt sure of spelling).haha.it's raining god just praying it does not end up to be one of those"oh god lets just jump"kind of days.i'm out -[I never want to let you down or have you go]-
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 every punch i throw i made a wish a selfish wish hoping u'd be mine instead of fallen leaves  i wish i could i look at u without turning my head thinking what happen to this beautiful girl i once knew *for you i bleed myself dry* simran+goku 14 cuteangelinhell@hotmail.com 15121991 sjc,2c05,1b,04 http://tears-of-pain.blogspot.com *my lurffs* manchester.u, squash, music, harry potter, .I AM EVERYTHING UR NOT .N UR EVERYTHING I'M NOT. |
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does it not hurt u when u leave someone. does it not hurt you when someone leaves u.. does it not hurt u when someone just walks out blaming the world at u.. does it not hurt when someone bitches bout u at ya back. . does it not hurt seeing ya bestfriend hurt.. does it not hurt hearing lies about ya. . does it no hurt telling lies.. does it not hurt if some one plans to forget u exist. . does it not hurt when ya abandon. . does it not hurt when u cry. . does it not hurt when u bleed.. does it not hurt when the one person u need then just does not wan to see ya face. . does it not hurt being alone.. does it not hurt being looked down.. does it not hurt with labels like"bitch,liar,cheater,back-stabber,faker". . does it not hurt when everything starts to fall.. does it not hurt when one momment the whole world loves u n the next the whole world loves her.. does it not hurt when things don go as plan. . does it not hurt when ya hearts in two. . does it not hurt to see yaself in the mirror only to realize"that is not me".. does it not hurt to realize how selfish,unkind,cruel,cold a person u are. . does it not hurt that u try so hard but u never succed. . does it not hurt to see a love one go. . does it not hurt to realize you have been a mistake.. does it not hurt when u realize u don know who u are. . does it not hurt when ya treated like a toy. . does it not hurt when u realize others use u. . does it not hurt when u hear the closest thing to u speak such words. . does it not hurt to hear u have cancer or smth worse. . does it not hurt to realize the one person u care 4 . does not even noe that ur worth more then a ruby or even 10 bucks. . does it not hurt to hear everything,the truth and the lies.. does it not hurt that it has to be over.. does it not hurt to realizeshe/he's not yours. . does it not hurt that ur the only mistake that ever took place. . does it not hurt to be her. . does it not hurt never being able to tell others . how u feel maybe because the only friend u have is one.. does it not hurt to realize it's all just a game,. just a play that has a sad ending with tears rolling . .huh tell me does it not hurt to . realize that atleast one of the above has happen to u. . |
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