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Friday, May 20, 2005
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-[ever tried to forget what u want to remember]- hello.today i decided to look at the palm of my hand bt my eyes seem to drift to my fingers and i notice maybe 4 the first time how much i have damage the skin on my fingers. weird yes. i gave madeliene a scare yst wen i pok a needle wif string inside my fingers which looks as if i'm sewing my hand.lame but i can't help it.results all are out.yes i am preety sad about all of the results but wasn't i the one who asked God for nothing more except passes.ya.i only fail two subjects and i couldn't be happier. dnt,n geog.the rest of my marks are all border line.i'm kinda of happi wif my compo marks.25/30.my english was horrible.chem was sweet 24/30 and physis was a shocker since i said i prefer physis to bio. i got 9/30.ya. dnt i manage to gt 23% i think.which i think it's preety good 4 mi.anyway besides the results a couple of things have happen and though i tried to be a lil kinder to u ,u just force mi to be unkind.gt it.i know its not easy to be u but u never do give someone a chance to be nice to you.anyway i went to town IN MY SCH U wif jud yst.i saw stephaine.ya.so happi kan.veri long time nv see her.her hairsytle is cute n nice.anyway jud went to the denist ,then we ate at LJS,then we headd to borders.u noe rite i bout an ice-cream from this guy and whilecrossing the road i drop my spoon so i went to ask this other guy who was selling ice-cream 4 a spoon and he said no.he said because i did not buy ice-cream from him so he would notgive me a spoon.fr god sake's ITS JUST A BLOODY SPOON.haiz i went to borders n i realize that i realli wanted to read "i'm a believer".do u noe i never knew that if u cut a certian part of ya hand rite,u'd feel this great numbness and all.i'm realli bored.maybe i'd play.today manu n arsenal are playin.2morr is monoac grand prix i can't wait.gg to be so exiciting .i'm tired. *dawn is here, n so is sarah. mummy ! can i go out n play?*
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 every punch i throw i made a wish a selfish wish hoping u'd be mine instead of fallen leaves  i wish i could i look at u without turning my head thinking what happen to this beautiful girl i once knew *for you i bleed myself dry* simran+goku 14 cuteangelinhell@hotmail.com 15121991 sjc,2c05,1b,04 http://tears-of-pain.blogspot.com *my lurffs* manchester.u, squash, music, harry potter, .I AM EVERYTHING UR NOT .N UR EVERYTHING I'M NOT. |
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does it not hurt u when u leave someone. does it not hurt you when someone leaves u.. does it not hurt u when someone just walks out blaming the world at u.. does it not hurt when someone bitches bout u at ya back. . does it not hurt seeing ya bestfriend hurt.. does it not hurt hearing lies about ya. . does it no hurt telling lies.. does it not hurt if some one plans to forget u exist. . does it not hurt when ya abandon. . does it not hurt when u cry. . does it not hurt when u bleed.. does it not hurt when the one person u need then just does not wan to see ya face. . does it not hurt being alone.. does it not hurt being looked down.. does it not hurt with labels like"bitch,liar,cheater,back-stabber,faker". . does it not hurt when everything starts to fall.. does it not hurt when one momment the whole world loves u n the next the whole world loves her.. does it not hurt when things don go as plan. . does it not hurt when ya hearts in two. . does it not hurt to see yaself in the mirror only to realize"that is not me".. does it not hurt to realize how selfish,unkind,cruel,cold a person u are. . does it not hurt that u try so hard but u never succed. . does it not hurt to see a love one go. . does it not hurt to realize you have been a mistake.. does it not hurt when u realize u don know who u are. . does it not hurt when ya treated like a toy. . does it not hurt when u realize others use u. . does it not hurt when u hear the closest thing to u speak such words. . does it not hurt to hear u have cancer or smth worse. . does it not hurt to realize the one person u care 4 . does not even noe that ur worth more then a ruby or even 10 bucks. . does it not hurt to hear everything,the truth and the lies.. does it not hurt that it has to be over.. does it not hurt to realizeshe/he's not yours. . does it not hurt that ur the only mistake that ever took place. . does it not hurt to be her. . does it not hurt never being able to tell others . how u feel maybe because the only friend u have is one.. does it not hurt to realize it's all just a game,. just a play that has a sad ending with tears rolling . .huh tell me does it not hurt to . realize that atleast one of the above has happen to u. . |
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