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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
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-[i tried my best, to change my thinking. i tried to love wads mine, n hate wad wasn't]- i watched crissangel.god he's like damn good la.for those bimbo's hu don't noe hu he is,he is a fuckin good magician la.omg.anyway he's super cool n omg la.the things he do the way he do it.amazing.n hey he got his soft-side n his humor.anyway before that i watch formula one.sunday's race.god la i wanted to cry coz ah i notice la ralf schumacher these few races has had it realli bad.sad.button was ok.nt like before.aiya.next grand prix is on the 12th of june kan.y so long.y cannot be every week.god. to this some one k ,i care 4 u alot.i love u.god sometimes i just wish i had the right words to say.i can't imagine wad it was like before i ever met u.four yrs girl.four yrs. -[you know I love you so I swam across I jumped across for you]- *I wrote a song for you* *crissangel,supernatural:now i'll make a burp appear*burps*
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 every punch i throw i made a wish a selfish wish hoping u'd be mine instead of fallen leaves  i wish i could i look at u without turning my head thinking what happen to this beautiful girl i once knew *for you i bleed myself dry* simran+goku 14 cuteangelinhell@hotmail.com 15121991 sjc,2c05,1b,04 http://tears-of-pain.blogspot.com *my lurffs* manchester.u, squash, music, harry potter, .I AM EVERYTHING UR NOT .N UR EVERYTHING I'M NOT. |
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does it not hurt u when u leave someone. does it not hurt you when someone leaves u.. does it not hurt u when someone just walks out blaming the world at u.. does it not hurt when someone bitches bout u at ya back. . does it not hurt seeing ya bestfriend hurt.. does it not hurt hearing lies about ya. . does it no hurt telling lies.. does it not hurt if some one plans to forget u exist. . does it not hurt when ya abandon. . does it not hurt when u cry. . does it not hurt when u bleed.. does it not hurt when the one person u need then just does not wan to see ya face. . does it not hurt being alone.. does it not hurt being looked down.. does it not hurt with labels like"bitch,liar,cheater,back-stabber,faker". . does it not hurt when everything starts to fall.. does it not hurt when one momment the whole world loves u n the next the whole world loves her.. does it not hurt when things don go as plan. . does it not hurt when ya hearts in two. . does it not hurt to see yaself in the mirror only to realize"that is not me".. does it not hurt to realize how selfish,unkind,cruel,cold a person u are. . does it not hurt that u try so hard but u never succed. . does it not hurt to see a love one go. . does it not hurt to realize you have been a mistake.. does it not hurt when u realize u don know who u are. . does it not hurt when ya treated like a toy. . does it not hurt when u realize others use u. . does it not hurt when u hear the closest thing to u speak such words. . does it not hurt to hear u have cancer or smth worse. . does it not hurt to realize the one person u care 4 . does not even noe that ur worth more then a ruby or even 10 bucks. . does it not hurt to hear everything,the truth and the lies.. does it not hurt that it has to be over.. does it not hurt to realizeshe/he's not yours. . does it not hurt that ur the only mistake that ever took place. . does it not hurt to be her. . does it not hurt never being able to tell others . how u feel maybe because the only friend u have is one.. does it not hurt to realize it's all just a game,. just a play that has a sad ending with tears rolling . .huh tell me does it not hurt to . realize that atleast one of the above has happen to u. . |
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