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Friday, May 27, 2005
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-[i tried, y won't u beieve me, watching you leave today, but i still don't understand]- does it not hurt u when u leave someone. does it not hurt you when someone leaves u. does it not hurt u when someone just walks out blaming the world at u. does it not hurt when someone bitches bout u at ya back. does it not hurt seeing ya bestfriend hurt. does it not hurt hearing lies about ya. does it no hurt telling lies. does it not hurt if some one plans to forget u exist. does it not hurt when ya abandon. does it not hurt when u cry. does it not hurt when u bleed. does it not hurt when the one person u need then just does not wan to see ya face. does it not hurt being alone. does it not hurt being looked down. does it not hurt with labels like"bitch,liar,cheater,back-stabber,faker". does it not hurt when everything starts to fall. does it not hurt when one momment the whole world loves u n the next the whole world loves her. does it not hurt when things don go as plan. does it not hurt when ya hearts in two. does it not hurt to see yaself in the mirror only to realize"that is not me". does it not hurt to realize how selfish,unkind,cruel,cold a person u are. does it not hurt that u try so hard but u never succed. does it not hurt to see a love one go. does it not hurt to realize you have been a mistake. does it not hurt when u realize u don know who u are. does it not hurt when ya treated like a toy. does it not hurt when u realize others use u. does it not hurt when u hear the closest thing to u speak such words. does it not hurt to hear u have cancer or smth worse. does it not hurt to realize the one person u care 4 does not even noe ur worth more then a ruby or even 10 bucks. does it not hurt to hear everything,the truth and the lies. does it not hurt that it has to be over. does it not hurt to realizeshe/he's not yours. does it not hurt that ur the only mistake that ever took place. does it not hurt to be her. does it not hurt never being able to tell others how u feel maybe because the only friend u have is one. does it not hurt to realize it's all just a game,just a play that has a sad ending with tears rolling .huh tell me does it not hurt to realize that atleast one of the above has happen to u. this is over.this story that was written in my head.it ended not when u left but when u came back.im just not sure how to look at u again.what do u think i see.i use to see this special ,kind,understanding,loving,always-hearing kind of person but now it's change huh.ya i don have the right to judge u but i'm worried and i'm hurt and the only the tears i ever shed were for you so how can i pretend that i don't care.i wish i could have break.a small break from u would do the trich huh.i don't know.u mean so much to me but i get so angry and pissed and hurt when i think of the inner story .i do wish i was a bit blind because then i would not know it's happening.i'm not going to moan and groan and whin all day stating how unhappy i am but today i am going to pray for you. 3 things i am appericiate 1)my brain without my brain i cannot think.can;t listen to much.can;t figure out whether what i am eating is spoilt.i would not be able to maybe speak nor hear.without my brain i would not be able to be what i am today. 2)sleeping i know its lame but can u imagine if we were always awake and we never slept it'd be like horrible coz even the makeup won't be able to cover up nature's work.i appericaite sleeping because is that not when we dream the dreams that we wish to see and dream the nitemares that gt us prepared in the head 3)mucleus yes lame yes.but imagine having no mucleus.i won't be able to yawn/type/eat/talk/move and so on. "this is over" 2days ptm was not all haha nor was it hehe.no comments.i did so badly for my exams.anyway went town the bank down there.then went to see the used t.then went jim.then went chomp chomp then went swimming.2morr gg to watch act3 n maybe go out at nite.feel like stayin over somebodies house.my feet has this bubble sort of thing.its damn dis but it's gtting on my nerves as its realli damn extra. -[i made a wish, maybe a selfish one. hoping u'd be mine, instead of fallen leaves]-
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does it not hurt u when u leave someone. does it not hurt you when someone leaves u.. does it not hurt u when someone just walks out blaming the world at u.. does it not hurt when someone bitches bout u at ya back. . does it not hurt seeing ya bestfriend hurt.. does it not hurt hearing lies about ya. . does it no hurt telling lies.. does it not hurt if some one plans to forget u exist. . does it not hurt when ya abandon. . does it not hurt when u cry. . does it not hurt when u bleed.. does it not hurt when the one person u need then just does not wan to see ya face. . does it not hurt being alone.. does it not hurt being looked down.. does it not hurt with labels like"bitch,liar,cheater,back-stabber,faker". . does it not hurt when everything starts to fall.. does it not hurt when one momment the whole world loves u n the next the whole world loves her.. does it not hurt when things don go as plan. . does it not hurt when ya hearts in two. . does it not hurt to see yaself in the mirror only to realize"that is not me".. does it not hurt to realize how selfish,unkind,cruel,cold a person u are. . does it not hurt that u try so hard but u never succed. . does it not hurt to see a love one go. . does it not hurt to realize you have been a mistake.. does it not hurt when u realize u don know who u are. . does it not hurt when ya treated like a toy. . does it not hurt when u realize others use u. . does it not hurt when u hear the closest thing to u speak such words. . does it not hurt to hear u have cancer or smth worse. . does it not hurt to realize the one person u care 4 . does not even noe that ur worth more then a ruby or even 10 bucks. . does it not hurt to hear everything,the truth and the lies.. does it not hurt that it has to be over.. does it not hurt to realizeshe/he's not yours. . does it not hurt that ur the only mistake that ever took place. . does it not hurt to be her. . does it not hurt never being able to tell others . how u feel maybe because the only friend u have is one.. does it not hurt to realize it's all just a game,. just a play that has a sad ending with tears rolling . .huh tell me does it not hurt to . realize that atleast one of the above has happen to u. . |
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