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Saturday, May 21, 2005
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-[This is a lesson in procrastination I kill myself because I'm so frustrated And every single second that I put it off means another lonely night I got to race the clock]- AH.SHUT UP WOULD U.complain here n there. for God's sake man,u wan the whole world to be worshiping u if i'm nt wrong.u want everything your way.please la.i live here.i have things to do.don go rushing me through my work just because you want to use the bloody computer which u could/have used.haiz.i am trying so damn fu ck ing hard to be realli nice but your really weird because when someone tries to be kind ,u just give them a reason not to be.really weird.but hey it's none of my bussiness is it.it never is.nobody tells me anything.HELLO. i do happen to live on this earth if u realize even if its for 5 minute. -[the geniue in the bottle, owes me one last wish]- i don't realli know why i am angry.am i suppose be all so sad 4 ya and give ya way.i am sad but to give u way just sounds weird.i am not that kind.anyway whatever la.venting my anger does not benifiet mi in anyway.anyway i was like in the bathroom the other day n i just happen to notice that i had a cut .bt weird thing is that it hurts whenever i twist my had a bit it does hurt a bit .anyway i have to go.manu vs arsenal soon.yeah baby. its gg to be good. i can't wait to watch star wars.yeah man its gg to be so good. i heard from ppl that its damn good.anyway i'm out.i vision heaven turning upside down in just a few minutes soon(coded)..haha -[And we just want sleep, but this night is hell I'm sick and sunk and I blame myself because I make things hard and you were trying to help I got no gas, I'm winding out my gears This is one more day on the verge of tears]-
6:23 AM
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 every punch i throw i made a wish a selfish wish hoping u'd be mine instead of fallen leaves  i wish i could i look at u without turning my head thinking what happen to this beautiful girl i once knew *for you i bleed myself dry* simran+goku 14 cuteangelinhell@hotmail.com 15121991 sjc,2c05,1b,04 http://tears-of-pain.blogspot.com *my lurffs* manchester.u, squash, music, harry potter, .I AM EVERYTHING UR NOT .N UR EVERYTHING I'M NOT. |
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does it not hurt u when u leave someone. does it not hurt you when someone leaves u.. does it not hurt u when someone just walks out blaming the world at u.. does it not hurt when someone bitches bout u at ya back. . does it not hurt seeing ya bestfriend hurt.. does it not hurt hearing lies about ya. . does it no hurt telling lies.. does it not hurt if some one plans to forget u exist. . does it not hurt when ya abandon. . does it not hurt when u cry. . does it not hurt when u bleed.. does it not hurt when the one person u need then just does not wan to see ya face. . does it not hurt being alone.. does it not hurt being looked down.. does it not hurt with labels like"bitch,liar,cheater,back-stabber,faker". . does it not hurt when everything starts to fall.. does it not hurt when one momment the whole world loves u n the next the whole world loves her.. does it not hurt when things don go as plan. . does it not hurt when ya hearts in two. . does it not hurt to see yaself in the mirror only to realize"that is not me".. does it not hurt to realize how selfish,unkind,cruel,cold a person u are. . does it not hurt that u try so hard but u never succed. . does it not hurt to see a love one go. . does it not hurt to realize you have been a mistake.. does it not hurt when u realize u don know who u are. . does it not hurt when ya treated like a toy. . does it not hurt when u realize others use u. . does it not hurt when u hear the closest thing to u speak such words. . does it not hurt to hear u have cancer or smth worse. . does it not hurt to realize the one person u care 4 . does not even noe that ur worth more then a ruby or even 10 bucks. . does it not hurt to hear everything,the truth and the lies.. does it not hurt that it has to be over.. does it not hurt to realizeshe/he's not yours. . does it not hurt that ur the only mistake that ever took place. . does it not hurt to be her. . does it not hurt never being able to tell others . how u feel maybe because the only friend u have is one.. does it not hurt to realize it's all just a game,. just a play that has a sad ending with tears rolling . .huh tell me does it not hurt to . realize that atleast one of the above has happen to u. . |
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