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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
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-[i rather wish for it to never happen, then for it to all go away like as if, i never knew u]- aiya so much of thoughts just not sure how to place them in words.all that i know is i'm feeling pisses,hurt,excited and grateful. *if u want me to be happi,i'll pretend.if u want me to be sad,i'll show u this side.if u think i'm an idiot i'll prove to u that ur right.but tell me to fuck off and i'll give u one myself* well i wish it ended sad.do u noe how she cried to him left but he did cry to see her gone.do i wish it ends now.maybe.but u noe wad it's going to end really soon.just a matter of time i believe.if u think ur just started i don noe.i noe its wrong but its my way of showing i care by teaching u ass the right lesson.i know i'm being mean and i noe u'd be shock if u figure out its u i'm writing about but has my say becoming invisable wen u don't need it or has it suddenly shatter inside our mind.u choose.i wish i cry maybe to melt this heart.but for u to realize how much i hurt.how much i try to be fuckin careful, it's gg to take a life time wif all these mask.n if it ends 2morr. noe i care 4 u.noe i'd be there wen u need me.noe i'm not really gone .noe it's not really over between us because itd only be wen i say so and wen i do i wish u cry many tears of joy and never return to my heart ever again. *n wif a hammer i smash his head .three times wif perfection until i started to bleed*
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 every punch i throw i made a wish a selfish wish hoping u'd be mine instead of fallen leaves  i wish i could i look at u without turning my head thinking what happen to this beautiful girl i once knew *for you i bleed myself dry* simran+goku 14 cuteangelinhell@hotmail.com 15121991 sjc,2c05,1b,04 http://tears-of-pain.blogspot.com *my lurffs* manchester.u, squash, music, harry potter, .I AM EVERYTHING UR NOT .N UR EVERYTHING I'M NOT. |
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does it not hurt u when u leave someone. does it not hurt you when someone leaves u.. does it not hurt u when someone just walks out blaming the world at u.. does it not hurt when someone bitches bout u at ya back. . does it not hurt seeing ya bestfriend hurt.. does it not hurt hearing lies about ya. . does it no hurt telling lies.. does it not hurt if some one plans to forget u exist. . does it not hurt when ya abandon. . does it not hurt when u cry. . does it not hurt when u bleed.. does it not hurt when the one person u need then just does not wan to see ya face. . does it not hurt being alone.. does it not hurt being looked down.. does it not hurt with labels like"bitch,liar,cheater,back-stabber,faker". . does it not hurt when everything starts to fall.. does it not hurt when one momment the whole world loves u n the next the whole world loves her.. does it not hurt when things don go as plan. . does it not hurt when ya hearts in two. . does it not hurt to see yaself in the mirror only to realize"that is not me".. does it not hurt to realize how selfish,unkind,cruel,cold a person u are. . does it not hurt that u try so hard but u never succed. . does it not hurt to see a love one go. . does it not hurt to realize you have been a mistake.. does it not hurt when u realize u don know who u are. . does it not hurt when ya treated like a toy. . does it not hurt when u realize others use u. . does it not hurt when u hear the closest thing to u speak such words. . does it not hurt to hear u have cancer or smth worse. . does it not hurt to realize the one person u care 4 . does not even noe that ur worth more then a ruby or even 10 bucks. . does it not hurt to hear everything,the truth and the lies.. does it not hurt that it has to be over.. does it not hurt to realizeshe/he's not yours. . does it not hurt that ur the only mistake that ever took place. . does it not hurt to be her. . does it not hurt never being able to tell others . how u feel maybe because the only friend u have is one.. does it not hurt to realize it's all just a game,. just a play that has a sad ending with tears rolling . .huh tell me does it not hurt to . realize that atleast one of the above has happen to u. . |
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