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Saturday, June 04, 2005
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-[maybe this is the beginning of madness, forgive me for what i am saying, read this quietly]- haha ok yst n today was realli nice k yst: morning went to watch shaan play netball.they played against ft n lost, bt they all played damn good.SHAAN I AM PROUD OF U K.GOOD JOB.haha.anyway came home,slack here n there,then went to cp met sinyee,rachael,dernise and michelle.we went to michelle's house n watch house of wax (which i must say is damn gross kan ).then ya we drank abit.then we went to bishan where we waited 4 renee n steff.renee was like realli nice.poor thing la all of us bully her.anyway then we took mrt to marina n we ate steamboat .lala.damn nice la.bt freaky part was when the prawn was like moving (hello i was afarid that the prawn would bit me??).anyway steff helped by killing the poor prawn into hot soup.haha.anyway ya eat eat eat,went toilet.then michelle n i change phone 4 a while.MICHELLE I LOVE UR PHONE OK.then yes from there we went to the esplanade where we decided to sit on the roof top and play truth n dare which we never did finish it did we.we ended up having alot of fun.we laughed alot n yea it was good.then yes after laughter mum call ask where i am.we decided to cab home.we all la call 4 cab here n there(rachael,michelle,jasveer,renee) had to go home 1st.anyway they gt cab n went back home 1st.ours came 5 mins later.once we reach home,tried to explain to mum .then went on the com and off to bed at 1. today gt up at 8.16, bath, went down to buy roti prata .met aunty jacklyn(judith's mum.jud miss u.mus go out soon).then walk home.then left 4 finials of shaan's netball n guess hu was there la.manbir.haha.ya saw him .smiled anyway shaan's match was realli good and 4 the 1st time in 6 yrs they beat ft.everyone was like screaming la.damn happi la.they played super well.esp shaan hu i noe trained hard 4 this.SHAAN CONGRETS AH.then yes headed home .went on com blah blah.then reach mac(to met rachael n michelle).we studied n then chris came.we went rachael's house.watch phone booth(god la,launage there damn nice la).anyway affter dat .blah blah.went back to gardens. michelle went to chomp chomp for dinner.so me,rachael n chris ,slacked at coffee bean(i ate 3 packets of sugar).then went to club, play pool.chris is a pro.wadver.haha.bt nah la.she's damn good la.i look so hopeless playing wif her.anyway then ya rachael went home.i went home.blah blah.bath n here i am.yes amazing huh.yes *if u trust me, u will let me go* ^i wish i could look at u, without turning my face, thinking what happen, to this beautiful girl i once knew^
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 every punch i throw i made a wish a selfish wish hoping u'd be mine instead of fallen leaves  i wish i could i look at u without turning my head thinking what happen to this beautiful girl i once knew *for you i bleed myself dry* simran+goku 14 cuteangelinhell@hotmail.com 15121991 sjc,2c05,1b,04 http://tears-of-pain.blogspot.com *my lurffs* manchester.u, squash, music, harry potter, .I AM EVERYTHING UR NOT .N UR EVERYTHING I'M NOT. |
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does it not hurt u when u leave someone. does it not hurt you when someone leaves u.. does it not hurt u when someone just walks out blaming the world at u.. does it not hurt when someone bitches bout u at ya back. . does it not hurt seeing ya bestfriend hurt.. does it not hurt hearing lies about ya. . does it no hurt telling lies.. does it not hurt if some one plans to forget u exist. . does it not hurt when ya abandon. . does it not hurt when u cry. . does it not hurt when u bleed.. does it not hurt when the one person u need then just does not wan to see ya face. . does it not hurt being alone.. does it not hurt being looked down.. does it not hurt with labels like"bitch,liar,cheater,back-stabber,faker". . does it not hurt when everything starts to fall.. does it not hurt when one momment the whole world loves u n the next the whole world loves her.. does it not hurt when things don go as plan. . does it not hurt when ya hearts in two. . does it not hurt to see yaself in the mirror only to realize"that is not me".. does it not hurt to realize how selfish,unkind,cruel,cold a person u are. . does it not hurt that u try so hard but u never succed. . does it not hurt to see a love one go. . does it not hurt to realize you have been a mistake.. does it not hurt when u realize u don know who u are. . does it not hurt when ya treated like a toy. . does it not hurt when u realize others use u. . does it not hurt when u hear the closest thing to u speak such words. . does it not hurt to hear u have cancer or smth worse. . does it not hurt to realize the one person u care 4 . does not even noe that ur worth more then a ruby or even 10 bucks. . does it not hurt to hear everything,the truth and the lies.. does it not hurt that it has to be over.. does it not hurt to realizeshe/he's not yours. . does it not hurt that ur the only mistake that ever took place. . does it not hurt to be her. . does it not hurt never being able to tell others . how u feel maybe because the only friend u have is one.. does it not hurt to realize it's all just a game,. just a play that has a sad ending with tears rolling . .huh tell me does it not hurt to . realize that atleast one of the above has happen to u. . |
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