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Thursday, June 09, 2005
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-[y must u be so perfect]- i swear today turned out beautiful.yeah.start of the day got up 11 plus,went 4 lunch wif sharan then we went to jimmy.JIMMY NOW PLAYS NEOPETS BECAUSE OF MY CUS.yes she got him hooked on to it and god i will die if he plays neo pets infront of me i promise.haha.anyway blah blah went home slept.then went on the com(duh).blah blah.watch buffy (the earlier episodes and now showing on 18).yes so good to watch all the earlier episodes just refreshing in a way.haha.then yes went to jim 4 a while.met sheryl,madeline,shantal.also met michelle,elaine,debbi,phyliss.so after jim hanged out wif michelle n all.fun la.haha.then went to meet madeline they all.yeah it was nice slacking on the roof top.then yeah went to masi veena's then home.n yes bath n ended up here.nothing much to say except just read ya blog and god i wish i could take ya burden away.i wish i could take ya sorrows away.just for once see u truely happi not on the outside but in the inside. i miss u alot.i love u alot too.i'm glad i met u in the first place n though i have not seen u for damn long it doesn't realli bother me. sandir i miss u.i swear i do la.wish u were in singapore then can go and meet u la. n oh to some one COULD U PLEASE FUCK OFF.
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 every punch i throw i made a wish a selfish wish hoping u'd be mine instead of fallen leaves  i wish i could i look at u without turning my head thinking what happen to this beautiful girl i once knew *for you i bleed myself dry* simran+goku 14 cuteangelinhell@hotmail.com 15121991 sjc,2c05,1b,04 http://tears-of-pain.blogspot.com *my lurffs* manchester.u, squash, music, harry potter, .I AM EVERYTHING UR NOT .N UR EVERYTHING I'M NOT. |
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does it not hurt u when u leave someone. does it not hurt you when someone leaves u.. does it not hurt u when someone just walks out blaming the world at u.. does it not hurt when someone bitches bout u at ya back. . does it not hurt seeing ya bestfriend hurt.. does it not hurt hearing lies about ya. . does it no hurt telling lies.. does it not hurt if some one plans to forget u exist. . does it not hurt when ya abandon. . does it not hurt when u cry. . does it not hurt when u bleed.. does it not hurt when the one person u need then just does not wan to see ya face. . does it not hurt being alone.. does it not hurt being looked down.. does it not hurt with labels like"bitch,liar,cheater,back-stabber,faker". . does it not hurt when everything starts to fall.. does it not hurt when one momment the whole world loves u n the next the whole world loves her.. does it not hurt when things don go as plan. . does it not hurt when ya hearts in two. . does it not hurt to see yaself in the mirror only to realize"that is not me".. does it not hurt to realize how selfish,unkind,cruel,cold a person u are. . does it not hurt that u try so hard but u never succed. . does it not hurt to see a love one go. . does it not hurt to realize you have been a mistake.. does it not hurt when u realize u don know who u are. . does it not hurt when ya treated like a toy. . does it not hurt when u realize others use u. . does it not hurt when u hear the closest thing to u speak such words. . does it not hurt to hear u have cancer or smth worse. . does it not hurt to realize the one person u care 4 . does not even noe that ur worth more then a ruby or even 10 bucks. . does it not hurt to hear everything,the truth and the lies.. does it not hurt that it has to be over.. does it not hurt to realizeshe/he's not yours. . does it not hurt that ur the only mistake that ever took place. . does it not hurt to be her. . does it not hurt never being able to tell others . how u feel maybe because the only friend u have is one.. does it not hurt to realize it's all just a game,. just a play that has a sad ending with tears rolling . .huh tell me does it not hurt to . realize that atleast one of the above has happen to u. . |
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