-[i will always keep on fighting for you.u are me]-

Monday, February 28, 2005

i was juz smsin eva.tellin her hw i think dat fate is amzing..its true..everythin happens 4 a reason n even if u don noe wad the reason it..u'll find out..n wen u do..it may be good..it may be bad..ya..bt i hate the fact that my whole life is like story book which has already been ritten..and i nt noeing bout it..i think i am damn weird..yes..there are things u can't control..like your feelins for someone..ya..its weird..i can't wait to meet god..i think it'll be damn nice..i have loads of Q to ask himm..ya..juz found out some news dat ain't that nice..was shock yes..bt i hope things gt better 4 her..i nv knew wad was hidden behind those smiles..the past is the past.we should never let the past interfer wif our tml ,dats wad cam said..ya i agree wif her totally..ya.sometimes i wish i was like her..u noe the words she use..damn good la..she'd make a damn good poet..and ya a teacher..weird...imagine..well ain't hard..i have had those dreams..speakin of dreams..i had these weird dream yesterday..it was like a mixture of my past and maybe a bit of "my future" if u noe wad i mean la..freaky yes..am glad i have made sec1 friends..mus be al-rounded wad..ya..chelsea won yesterday..damn pissed..poor garred..scored own gorl..nvm..i hate mourinho..arrgghhh..so damn thick skin la he..can't stand haha..ate roti prata..today..happy ok la today....really don have nth much to blog..juz dat i dunno..la..geog 2morr..w/e..hate geog..the subject i mean..yes w/e rite..anyway i'm outta..

always here 4 ya

5:38 AM

Sunday, February 27, 2005

aii lurff yoo
yes ..i lurff yoo loads..even if u never noe bout this crush i have..haha..weird..shoulder hurts..2morr sch..ouch..yes..ct starting on tues..plan to come back early.2morr..and yes maybe go to clu and study wif mad or smth la..nth much to blog..honestly..so i'm outta..wow girl..u've change,,n guess wad..maybe i'm starting to realli like the new u..yes..

5:57 AM

Thursday, February 24, 2005

my day was ok..wait it wasn't dat quiet ok..manu lost..yes i kinda of predicted they'd lose..caroll..haiz..nvm..we all make mistake..juz learn from ya mistake k..ya..chelsea lost..mourihno wants to complain say wad refree is biased..no commetns..i juz can't stand ppl hu lie and cheat so dat others will like them..dats one reason y i am damn frank..i will never lie to some1 to please that person.nv..coz i noe u can never please the world..yes i miss jojo..i miss tokin to her..i miss everythin bout her..bt thats the past..and that it is..i have made peace wif one of my friends..ya ..am happy..bout that..i miss her..no doubt bout that..memory..something so powerfull..it can brighten u up..and it can also pull your mood down..yes....i was havin "flashbacks" again..of yes the past..durin cdc period..and ya..its weird to say that no matter hw hard i try to gt u off my mind,try to forget u..i can't..coz i care loads 4 u..and i would be very heartbroken if anything were to happen to u..would i cry..of coz..would i cry alot..of coz..coz u are not juz some1 hu i care about..u are some1..that i really like..that maybe even lurf,some1 dat i can never hate..and yes..fate is amazing..i like to state..everything happens 4 a reason..yes..i agree..and ya..shd i be sad..nope..u noe..if i could live aagin..i would wan my life..juz as it is rite nw..bt maybe i'd open my eyes wider this time...i don't know..i really try to forget u..by gtting into relantionships wif other ppl..bt it never works..bt plan fails..coz all i have to do is think about u..and i'll realize 4 maybe the 100th and something time..that i only like..u..and no1 elese..its weird..i almost wanted to tell u hw i feel..imagine..if i did..it'll be horrible..die of shame..yes..wad a coward..i am..no need to say..
haiz i always say i'll give up on u..bt in the end..i never do..yes.thats to chris..i have gotten hooked to the used..taste of ink..its soo nice..ya..has loads of meaning..i think..haha..sick..still..god..stomach ache's..my head..omg..i'm outta of here..cam is ya readin..,u aren't alone..i'll be there 4 ya..
and same to the rest of the ppl i noe..i'll be there 4 u..even if i can't help..ya..i'll listen..coz my brains aren't that advance yet.

5:10 AM

Monday, February 21, 2005

to be happy or not to be happy..my view on chelsea losin

if i was a bit older i would have beat probably a 100 on chelsea winning yeah..and honestly i was damn shock wen i heard they lost( i was sick n therefore had slept early and missed the game)..so my reasons to be happy

1) with 9 players alll gd..nw injured...god bless chelsea
2) manu will now have a chance to win epl if they don play dumb
3) fergi shd be celebratin
and so shd the rest of the other club,no off chelsea fans
4)i guess Mourinho will nw think twice about bettin 13m on his club
5) chelsea players would have come down to earth by now
6) n yes hope fully Mourinho will be less thick skin

reason i feel sorri 4 chelsea
yes although i am a all-time manchester united fan(forever)..i have to comment that Mourinho is a good sport. if arsenal was playin newcastle and newcastle would have won..Wenger would have blame everythin bt himself and the fault of his team..as in he would blame the refree,the wheather, the pitch being like this and that and so on where else Mourinho he admitted he made a mistake and he makes no regret and yes his team mates dun go around throwin soup and pizza on people's head unllike SOME TEAMS..yes.Mourinho despite bein upset bout the lost he went to congrets the newcastle team 4 playin well..and shoke hands with every1.. and yes he doesn't moan and goarn bout his lost bt mean common chelsea has afterall many chances (no comments) in winning other clubs and yes my last reason 4 feelin sorri 4 this poor club..they lost 9 good players..god bless ya..man..ok w/e enough of football back to my world where things aren't as bad as chelsea's or shd i say Mourinho's lost.

i am sick..have been sick since sat..i haven't seen a doc..am suppose to see one like an hour ago..bt yes..u shd noe my house..doesn't matter .my throat is killin mii wad to do..life..yes..fair..your nuts dats all.ya..didn't go sch today and yesterday..good life..nope..throat hurts..stomach hurts..slit fever and the list goes on..gt loads of things done yesterday like 1) shaan homeworks2)history3) maths4) air-con5) mum's filling 6)saw the reply of the match..hopefully the day goes well 4 mii today..MY THROAT HURTS...so much..wanna cry almost..haiz..ya..i have been confuse these days maybe the sickness is gtting into my head..haven't seen her around so yes maybe my temper is gone..ya..talk to sam yesterday yes i miss her loads..wanna go bradel..i miss bradel.weird i noe..ya..captains cook new students deal is teriyaki chicken and some vegi and all..n yes....shall be eatin that wen i go back to sch..i miss sch..i miss seein all my friends..i miss every1..rite...heheh..have been makin a few ppl queit happy..let see i am helpin tash find templates so ya good..help my mum..yeah and all..ok w/e..my mum wanna use the com..and yes i feel i am gttingweaker as the mins go on..shd be sleepinnn soon..rite..w/e..
cam is ya readin..u ain't alone
lurff ya guys

6:31 PM

Thursday, February 17, 2005

hihi..in sch nw..like wat the hell kan...damn pissed nw..she go and tell ppl wad false story..n i dun u go lyin say u u nv k..i gt damn proof..u wanna proof u come to mii la..ass..haha..sch's cool..dats all..life's been gd thats all..exceptm 4 her..eva if ya readin thxs 4 cheerin mii up yesterday..lurf ya loads..cya

6:55 PM

Monday, February 14, 2005

JASVEER KAUR..u think u wad la..huh..ppl try to be nice u bloody hell go n pretend i nt callin la..u think u wad..princess are..my ass la k..then y u soo scarde..,y u don noe hw to tell mii wadever u rote on your blog bout mii and tiff..huh..scarde 4 wad..u wanna say smth u can say to my face kan.....scarde wad..haiz..u really make me damn piss..tell other ppl..all sorts of rubbish rite..all the make up stories..dun lie kan..i ahte liars,cheater,n ppl hu make up stories so dat other ppl juz pitty them..yesterday match against manc was ok la..manu won..2-0..haiz..stupid refree biased sia..only last min..he see fergi damn piss already gg to explode..then he start siding manu..stupid rite..i miss smith haiz..today was good..except 4 JASVEER KAUR u really screw my mood..kan..haiz..anyway i meet anson 4 lunch..hiaz..ya fun la..after eatin we wen jim's..then he walk mii home..he met my mum..haha..no comments..nvm..haiz..i lurf yoo loads..ya..thxs to all hu gave my gifts..your'll rawk my world...anyway gtg..gg to buy tv..n dunno wad la..hahaha..bye bye

JASVEER KAUR..thx u 4 nothin..i hope tiffy post the poem i rote on friendster..can't be bother..

1:41 AM

Thursday, February 10, 2005

constantine rawks

hihi..nth much to blog..juz have been having loads of thinkin..bout life ya..bout heaven and hell..duh..and simply about my past and my future ya..i don really noe wad's gotten into mii..these few days..i can't be bothered both loads of things..i'm dg the sillest things the world can think..and ya in simple my life is a mess..i have loads of ppl i have to make peace wif..i've been gting damn angry over the smallest and stupidest thing..and haavin tempers which aren't quiet me..change ..totally..wad am i gg to do..i ahve gt no idea..i reallly don..things haven't been gd wif my friends..haiz..i juz don noe wad to do wif myself..bt nether the less..i try to be some1 that i was..huh..i don gt it..i've change..so much..hw i wish i was my old slef..i feel better havin all those stupid thoughts...and ash..god i've lost all of my respect 4 u..to be honest..i gt no idea y..smties i feel as if to u i'm a toy..to u i'm juz sm1 u go to wen no1 is there..i noe its damn low 4 mii to think of u like dat..bt i dunno..i don noe wad's gotten into mii..

arrgghhh hw i hate changes
i miss my old friends,esp her..u noe smth of all the ppl i had lost..i don noe y it was u..maybe it's 4 the better..bt i miss u..i miss everything bout my past..i miss everything..i miss every1....my moods been low ..ya w/e rite..i noe..haiz..

i see because i want to know,
i know because i want my thoughts clear,
bt if i had known it wasn't worth it,
would u still be by my side?

2:22 AM

Sunday, February 06, 2005

hihi..only news to say is dat i'm super happy..mi and anson r back together..haha..yes yes aii lurf him loads..no wonder the change of template huh..hahah..2morr is sch..hw nice..went to orchard juz nw..dad really made mii feel older..coz he said dat i can chose wadever time i wanted to come back..normally they tell mii wad to come back..anyway do i make sense..haha..i dunno..la..juz happy..dats all

aii lurff yoo anson..haha

happy happy..

muckz muckz

5:55 AM

aii lurff yoo
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5:54 AM

ain't she cute..god..
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5:51 AM

Friday, February 04, 2005

we rawk..

3:36 AM

peace at last..as if..fuckin ass la..blogspot is sooo...arrrggghhh..can't stand la..bt gt ppl even more hu'm i can't really stand at all..laugh wad laugh..haiz..u think u soo cool...arh pls...ur such a copy-cats..thx god he made us enemies 4 life..praise to him..no offence..anyway sch was cool..juz damn borrin..really nth much happen..gt piss la..haiz wads up wif mii these days..juz feel/want to cut...then somemore i keep shouting n i gt damn piss over silly things..was santa claus day..gave ppl chocolate..so now SIN YEE cannot say i owe her anything..hahaa..haiz..lurf my class loads..2C RAWKS MY WORLD..bt the GROOVERS RAWK IT EVEN MORE..ain't that kool..haha..today had cca..really wanted to do our usual stuff..bt had cca ,juz realize since sch re-open rite..i have made quiet alot of friends..n even manage to make friends wif sec1..haha..weird..anyway techno songs are starting to gt into mi..keep singing that FOODS ON THE TABLE SONG..haiz..no thxs to gris n sharifah..wanna go out 2morr bt then gt to go temple..so sian kan..haiz..wad to do..tiffy n all gg out..i wanna go..wanna go..can't really be bothered bout sam these days..nt say she has been bothered...in sch..it is as if like i'm an alien form mars or sm shit..la..then mmm..damn hungry rite nw i lent 5 dollars to mat..haiz..nvm i at home wad..yes i am still damn piss at the one an other..u-guess..haha..won't be that nice to say out her name..bt do u think i give a damn..i don..nt even 1 bit..haiz...feelin damn fuck rite nw..haiz..wad is rong wif mii..these days juz haven't been myself...hater of life..starting to be..can't be bother of things..am nw..haiz..wish didn't have to go to temple 2morr.then can go out 2morr kan..really wan to go out..nvm..no comments la..piss nw..piss nw...piss nw..fuck la..haiz..don mind the lanuage nw would u..juz a damn piss...PPL PVER MY HOUSE DUNNO HW TO STOP MAIN NOISE..only nw hoe to think of themself rite..so nw i thik of myself la..u neo coz today cme rite..we acted our solution thingi out rite..coz fo tiffy's idea..haha..bt nvm soo fun..n niki..girl..i lurf u loads kan..y u sooo cute..i can't help it..haha..bt no la..groovers rawk my world ..groovers rawk my world..happy sad..both..angry yes totally..wanna die..nv..wan some peace..totally..god..feelin like breakin that fucking recorder kan..haiz..w/e la.think i can be bother..yeh rong..i don give a damn

help

3:17 AM

Thursday, February 03, 2005

ello..ok these few days mood suxs..haia..today i shouted so damn loud in the basketball ball court kan..damn angry bt i dunno leh..maybe its mood swings..haiz..w/e la..anyway yesterday jas nv come sch.haha..so ya after sch went to cp wif,fiona,mat,tiff la..then ya after dat i went to mat's house down there..then me fiona n mat..do cyclying n all..then est came..then she left..then suzycake came then jas also come..then tiff also came..then after a while tiff wen back..then they all skate/rolloaw blade /cycling..i was juz hanging out..haha..then ya afterdat ard 7.30 plus left..wif jas..then ya reach home..ard 8 30 plus..happy haha..then ya today put stupid alarm 4 5 only gt up at 5.30..didn't eat prata like i 'd thought i would..anywya then ya go sch..eat fish stakes then stupid stomach soo damn painful..then also felt dam cold..thouht i'd catch a flu..haha..then ya after compo test go home..rote this poem bout monday plus..oh god..hw i lurf it..haha..then ya reach home..ate biscuts then dad said no more fishstakes coz yesterday while watching the match i ate loads..hahga..then u noe today i leave my house rite..i started to hicup..i was omg hw to stop..no water..anyway reach sch..everything was fine..then haia..dunno wad gt into mi..gt dami shouted so damn loud that maybe even a deaf person would have heard..then ya anyway went home study a bit.then sleep 4 bout 5-6 hours..ard there..then ya gt up..study..then went ntuc..so sharan..ahaha..then bout sweets and chocolate 4 every1..haha..i soo proud nuts..anyway..ya then came back study then nw i end up here la..gg to sleep early ..feel damn weak today..bt i veri happy la..he still likes me dats 1..then i dunno leh..juz soo happy..coz of other things..would be weird if i said y..haha..wanna go out wif the gang 2morr..btw gt new addition to the groovers,suzy n jenntent(nt really sure hw to spell)..sorri..haha..ok i really happi 2morr is friday..then sat then gt punjabi sch..bt cannot go out after dat..have to go to temple..wonder if any1 also gg...haiz.then ya ashlee also..dunno leh.i veri scarde to trust her again..i dunno leh...anyway i'm outta..

aii lurf yeh*

5:12 AM